Tumblr (3.0; @killmenowplz59)http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/<p>you asked me if i over marisa and i told you i was but i was lying to you and myself i want to be because she is happier with polachek than with me and she just dosent want to be with me anymore i want to be able to get over her and try it with  you but i dont want to hurt you like she did me if it dosent work out. if we ended up dating and all i can think about is her thats not fair to you so i would end it but i dont know i want to give it a shot i just dont want to get over marisa though she is my true love and whats been happeneing is life  and i understand but dam what i wouldnt do to get her back i love her thats end of story there  is nothing anyone can say or do that will change my mind today is her birthday and today is the day the love of my life came into this world and god said take her and make her happy she is the one for you dash so i wont give up yet i just cant and yesterday was our 11 month and i sent you a txt saying happy 11 months babe i love you and can you please come back i hate that i have to keep asking and basicially be beggin you but i cant help it im sorry for everything i cause u i just love you 6/9/12&#160;12/23/12 forever and always </p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/50088429490http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/50088429490Fri, 10 May 2013 09:52:16 -0400<p>Just utter destruction</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49563566975http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49563566975Fri, 03 May 2013 23:14:55 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5441312b2fc2d6150b107581d60c477b/tumblr_mjq9pnhyo21qgujfno1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49501325796http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49501325796Fri, 03 May 2013 04:46:18 -0400<p>May be separated with distance but not at heart :)</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49490461343http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49490461343Thu, 02 May 2013 23:58:43 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/780420f2da423fd1b186c753fc835a4b/tumblr_mjqa90dl0Q1qgujfno1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49479272600http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49479272600Thu, 02 May 2013 21:28:21 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/0f9f15582d5d3418b82611faa2368ea1/tumblr_mjewm3LhNK1qfn3d2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49479268248http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49479268248Thu, 02 May 2013 21:28:18 -0400<p>Another restless night wish I could be on the phone with you it so much easier to sleep knowing your there with me</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49417041175http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49417041175Thu, 02 May 2013 00:21:25 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/572ce5157d31bf3e95af3f295fd907aa/tumblr_mlf1k7i4lx1r44l79o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49417004578http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49417004578Thu, 02 May 2013 00:20:47 -0400<p><a href="http://prisonofself.tumblr.com/post/49410946522/every-night-i-stare-up-at-my-ceiling-wondering-if" class="tumblr_blog">prisonofself</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>every night<br/>I stare up at my ceiling <br/>wondering if you<br/>can feel me aching.<br/><br/><em><br/><br/><br/>-jw</em></p></blockquote>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49416987389http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49416987389Thu, 02 May 2013 00:20:31 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/42fe7409da8564cd06fa26bd98bc26f2/tumblr_mjq9uoPrgr1qgujfno1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49416980890http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49416980890Thu, 02 May 2013 00:20:24 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/357248fa6f03ff72d34c0957a8463dcd/tumblr_mhu4g3KOLs1r82qkmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Everyday</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49412380296http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49412380296Wed, 01 May 2013 23:10:43 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9e21e8de2e2af0fa94eb1fa21890c303/tumblr_mjdif4wuQm1qgujfno1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49400722996http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49400722996Wed, 01 May 2013 20:48:43 -0400<p>My surgery is the same day as my flight ;( actually 1 hr</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49393974432http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49393974432Wed, 01 May 2013 19:19:51 -0400<p>I found out wen my surgery date is and it&#8217;s a rly bad day :(</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49370114946http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49370114946Wed, 01 May 2013 13:40:17 -0400<p>So what do u do when got 20 min to shower eat but uniform on and everything with only one arm and make time combine things like eating while showerXD</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49360979300http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49360979300Wed, 01 May 2013 10:49:12 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lnm4h1kGbM1qjhfero1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49353181502http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49353181502Wed, 01 May 2013 07:44:35 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8f08de50f041ddcca474efd8bfe00e66/tumblr_mjqa15XE7y1qgujfno1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49275744247http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49275744247Tue, 30 Apr 2013 15:20:01 -0400<p>So much pain fuck this</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49251777019http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49251777019Tue, 30 Apr 2013 07:07:17 -0400<p>Had to go to hospital:(</p>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49238945102http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49238945102Tue, 30 Apr 2013 00:36:42 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/88a58c053e778b3ecd61db1f45e708a9/tumblr_mjqanbyOoD1qgujfno1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49180603353http://killmenowplz59.tumblr.com/post/49180603353Mon, 29 Apr 2013 11:02:01 -0400