you asked me if i over marisa and i told you i was but i was lying to you and myself i want to be because she is happier with polachek than with me and she just dosent want to be with me anymore i want to be able to get over her and try it with you but i dont want to hurt you like she did me if it dosent work out. if we ended up dating and all i can think about is her thats not fair to you so i would end it but i dont know i want to give it a shot i just dont want to get over marisa though she is my true love and whats been happeneing is life and i understand but dam what i wouldnt do to get her back i love her thats end of story there is nothing anyone can say or do that will change my mind today is her birthday and today is the day the love of my life came into this world and god said take her and make her happy she is the one for you dash so i wont give up yet i just cant and yesterday was our 11 month and i sent you a txt saying happy 11 months babe i love you and can you please come back i hate that i have to keep asking and basicially be beggin you but i cant help it im sorry for everything i cause u i just love you 6/9/12 12/23/12 forever and always
Another restless night wish I could be on the phone with you it so much easier to sleep knowing your there with me
I stare up at my ceiling
wondering if you
can feel me aching.